• It is now a week since my father's funeral, although I find time a strange thing, and it could now have been a year ago. I think that it is because I make a conscious effort to live in the present and to let go of the past that once something has happened it seems to disappear into a huge vat that I call the past and I find it hard to put a time on anything.

    Anyway, I think my father would have been pleased with the funeral service that I organised for him. He certainly would have been surprised by the number of people who attended. I did not allow my eyes to look around the cremtorium but I was told that there were over 140 people with as many standing as sitting.

    Being a keen motorcyclist all of his life he had requested a motorcycle hearse, where the coffin travelled in a specially adapted sidecar. His other request was to travel to the crematorium at 100mph, although he knew that that would not be possible. I did find out afterwards from my eldest son who followed his grandfather on his motorcycle, that for a brief time they did reach 96mph. Very naughty!

    The day was marred slightly for me by the behaviour of a cousin of my mothers, who upset her by not going to the gathering afterwards and I was then blamed for his lack of attendance.

    It is interesting to note that my family blame me for anything negative that occurs. My father had always blamed me for his life not going in the direction that he would have liked. He failed to understand that we are responsible for ourselves and the choices that we make. It took me until last year to put all the jigsaw pieces together and understand why he didnt believe himself to be my father, why he suffered both mental and physical illnesses from when I was 3. It all comes down to him not being true to himself, putting blame on others, holding onto and not releasing emotions and going over and over the past.

    I had always felt a very strong love bond with him, a responsibility towards him. It has taken me a long time to understand that I am not responsible for someone else's healing. As they say you can lead a horse to water but you can't make them drink. It can be hard to stand by and watch someone that you love suffer, when they have no interest in opening themselves to the help that is available.

    However, the Sunday before he died, I think, in his own way he was apologising for not having behaved the way he might have done over the years, maybe this act finally released him from the paid he had suffered for so many years.

    I have felt him close by me, and in a strange way, he feels closer now than he did when he was alive.

    I hope that he can now see that through everything my love never faltered.


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  • Message from the team

    I had meant to pass on this message when i received it, but have been distracted by other things in this last week connected to my fathers death, the autopsy and funeral arrangements, but finally I have a little time to do so. You may find it to be a little 'out there', but I do not believe that we are the only ones living in this Universe and that we are now very close to disclosure. I found the following piece channelled by Peggy Black very interesting.

    Member of the Transformation Team

    Peggy Black and the 'team'

    We are here offering you acknowledgement as well as continued encouragement for your physical adventure. We understand that you have begun another solar cycle; you mark this as a year. It is honored with great celebration and the opportunity to feel complete with the so to speak past and begin anew. This agreed upon limit of time is honored by all earthwalkers; it is a part of your framework. It is a part of the 3D reality that you are beginning to leave behind.

    The ascension process is an awareness of time as fluid. So we invite you to begin to consider that each moment is actually a new beginning, a new cycle which can be infused with a new pattern.

    We realize we are inviting you to make a big leap, so we will expand it just a little which will allow you to move into the reality of NOW more easily. Let us invite you to consider that each morning, upon arising, is your new beginning. Therefore you can engage a mental and emotional process in which you can call forth the reality for the day's events as you might like them to unfold.

    Consider that you are truly a creator, and in the other dimensions, thoughts are manifested instantly, since there is no denseness or limitation of time. So each morning practice this skill just a little, focus and envision how you would design the day’s events. Use a broad paintbrush so to speak. Imagine you have a brush that paints with vibrations and frequencies, your canvas is the quantum field, the energy field in which you live and move about.

    Be bold, be imaginative, imprint the new day, the new possibilities as if you could really bring it about. If necessary in the beginning, we invite you to pretend that what you think and feel becomes the new pattern, the new unfolding or the new dream. Trust us when we say you will become a skilled painter of your reality the more you practice this simple exercise.

    So quietly in your morning, use bold strokes, more of a feeling nature. How do you want to feel during your day’s activity, how do you want to respond to others. Imagine yourself feeling strong, and peaceful, accomplished and productive. These vibrations are the background and the framework for your day’s masterpiece.

    Now you can begin to refine your day's painting by adding more and more detail to the events, the happenings, the meetings, the assignments and how they unfold in such clear synchronicity.

    This is one of the most powerful games you can play with time. Each segment of time holds the incredible opportunity for something new, a new pattern, a new response, a new understanding, an expansion of your multidimensional self. It is up to you to open the door to the possibilities.

    Make an agreement with yourself that you will reset your emotional/thought vibrations each hour, more often if you feel it necessary. Keep adding to your bigger vision and painting of the day, understanding that each fragment of time holds the possibility to transform the moment. It is within your power and your understanding of who you truly are. Remember that every moment is a new beginning.

    From our observation humans repeat the same thoughts repeatedly and get the same results. This is not done just once a day, it is done all day, every day. Habits of certain limiting thoughts and expressions of emotional vibrations continue to be repeated. Then these repeated results are shared with others and everyone nods their heads in understanding. That's life.

    Well we are here to remind you that is not how it has to be. You have forgotten that you are a true creator, the artist who is painting your life with all the possibilities and experiences. You are a magician, creating out of thin air. There is a word that is often used to express this kind of magic. It is from Aramaic, "Abracadabra" which translate into "I create as I speak."

    Ask yourself if you are using your creative ability upside down and backwards. Look at your reality, look at the reality occurring on your earth. You can observe that there is great discord, and chaos. These events polarize everyone. There are those who willingly connect to the discordant vibrations that are being offered by the collective and become a part of that frequency; there are those who oppose and push against the frequency who also become a part of that frequency of chaos. It feels like a no-win situation.

    There is discord and hostility that has been occurring for thousands of years. Imagine for a moment the strength of this energy field. This field of chaos, this frequency of discord can easily inflame and activate someone who is sensitive and empathic. This continues to fuel that reality. This is what you are observing. This is what is being played out in this hologame.

    Remember you are here at this time to shift this pattern. You are not alone. We can assure you that there are many awake, aware, multidimensional beings doing powerful, positive work toward a world that is life sustaining. We acknowledge that if you are reading these words you are a part of these cosmic masters of transformation.

    This is a dense dimension, a dense reality and it is unfortunate that your sensitive, empathic and telepathic natures allow you to match what is being offered by the collective. Often you drop into the frequency of despair, discouragement or fear, or perhaps it is rage and anger.

    So we continue to remind you of your magnificence. We continue to remind you that you are an honored member of the transformation team, here to lift this planet's frequency. You have the power and you have the ability. Your state of mind and your state of emotions create your reality.

    When you hear news that is inflammatory, horrific, terrifying or shocking, quickly infuse the event or the action with energy of love, forgiveness, healing or the frequency of the Violet Flame. Immediately upon your next breath, call upon the company of divine beings of light. Invite their healing frequency into this dimension, this event, to sooth and uplift what is occurring.

    You have the power to make a difference by your physical presence in the dimension. You become the doorway for non-physical divine beings of love and light to enter this freewill domain. You are the creator, the artist, the one who manifest what becomes, moment to moment, hour by hour, new day to new day. Speak and call forth a new reality. Anchor and partner with Divine Source to secure the transformation and ascension of this beloved planet and all other earthwalkers.

    We embrace you with our love and continued support. We embrace you with our gratitude for the service that you offer to the galactic family. You are seen and appreciated. the 'team'

    ©2016 Peggy Black All Right Reserved. You may share this message and distribute as long as nothing is changed, you credit the author and include this copyright notice and web address. www.morningmessages.com FREE 88 messages available



  • My father

    I have written several times in the past about my father and different experiences with the health service. Last October he had an operation for a hernia that I intuited after numerous medical appointmentsthat had not given him the reason for his extreme pain. Unfortunately the treatment that he received left him with further issues and he was on antibiotics for several different infections from October through to the end of the year. He was so ill before Christmas that I had the strong sense that he would not be with us to celebrate the occasion. When I sae him on Boxing Day he was told me that he didnt expect to be with us either. As the year began he picked up and last Thursday at a check up told the doctor that he felt better than he had in years. Having not been out other than for medical appointments he felt he wanted to get out and so came to me for lunch last Sunday and spent six hours with me, the longest time they have spent with m, for many years.

    I found it a little strange that my father brought up some things during the day that had occurred during my childhood. Things that had not been spoken about since they actually happened. It was as though he was apoligsing for not having dealt with the situation differently.

    I am sure that you will by now have realised what I am going to say next, but my father passed away on Tuesday morning rather suddenly, so it has been a very strange week and it seems that the next couple of weeks will follow in much the same way. Due to cutbacks there is appatenly only one coroner in the county of Norfolk and as the doctor refused to sign the death certificate we are having to wait until next Monday for the autopsy. and due to the backlog at the crematorium the first available date for the funeral was the 1st February.

    I was hit yesterday with a sense of anger as he had signed a DNR form given to him by his GP about 15 months ago. This was ignored and the paramedics worked on him for 40 minutes. I believe that he was gone at least 15 minutes before they even arrived fromwhat I have been told by my mother. I obviously dont know what Iwould have done had I been there at the time, but my mother was well aware of his wishes and we had had numerous discussion about it, but it would seem she didnt say anything. I have asked why the paramedics ignored his DNR and she has changed the subject. In theory the paramedics should have accessed his information making his wishes known. It took me a little time to get there on Tuesday morning due to the distance and although the paramedics, police and coroner were still there, i didnt know the situation at the time and so didnt ask why, but I was later told by my mother that she had been told by one of the paramedics had told her that it was a good job they hadnt managed to revive him because he would have been brain damaged and not the man that she knew. He would have been 79 on the 25th January. My mother will be 79 later this year. Did they really think it was a good idea to continue for forty minutes in an attempt to revive a man with numerous health issues when they knew that he would be brain damaged? Why?



  • 2016

    I have spoken before about December 21st 2012 marking the end of an evolutionary cycle for the human race. Many people expected some big event to occur on that day, but it makes more sense that there would be a gradual change. In terms of the Kabbalah, 2016 is a 9 year, which marks the ending of a much a smaller cycle, with 2012 falling in the middle of that 9 year cycle, which marked the point of transition from the Old Energy and the New Energy, This is a time to let go and release old thought systems and behavioral patterns. We are in the process of ascending to the fourth dimension. If we are not ready to ascend now, we will have to go through another entire cycle, so the message for humanity is to be more loving, to forgive yourself and others so as to end the need for karma and to focus on giving service to others on a daily basis.

    If everyone understood that we are all one, that what we do to another we are doing to ourselves, the world would change. Oneness forms the essence of all religions.

    Islam - noone will be a true believer unless he wishes for others what he wishes for himself.

    Brahamanism - never do unto others what would hurt you if dont to you.

    Sudaism - what you do not wish for yourself, do not wish for others.

    Confucianism - what we do not wish to be done to us, let us not do it to others.

    Buddhism - do not offend others as you would not like to be offended.

    Christinity - do unto others as you would have them do unto you.

    Taoism - make as yours the profits of your fellow man as well as his losses.

    Bahai - if you seek justice, choose for others what you would choose for yourself.

    Maya - you are myself. We are all one.



  • Christmas and New Year

    It would seem that many people approach Christmas in the same way every year, with many things being carried out through habit, rather than with any thought or meaning. The energies require us to look at things with new eyes. Are we doing things because they are expected of us?

    It would seem that it is expected by the retailers that we will over indulge in all departments, with Christmas being pushed upon us from the Summer months. I think that I received my first email asking if I wanted to book a Christmas meal back in July.

    I think that the new energies are asking us to simplify our lives and to bring more awareness to what we do and most certainly let go of unnecessary spending and over indulgence of food and drink. I let go of all the rich, heavy foods associated with Christmas many years ago, as my children are all very conscious of what they eat. Our foodie treat at this time of year is to have a a few cheeses. We all love cheese but it is not something that we eat much of during the year. So, I have ordered a couple of small pieces of goat and sheeps cheese, which we will have at tea or supper time.

    I know that many people have to work between Christmas and New Year, but many dont, perhaps we should consider it a time to reflect, to use Christmas time as a time to celebrate with and give thanks for our loved ones and to reflect on all the things that we can give gratitude for in the year that has passed and as we approach the New Year give consideration to the things that we would like to achieve in the coming year and the steps that we can take towards those goals, for the good of ourselves and our immediate friends and families and for all our fellow beings, animals and the planet.

    If we do not change our attitudes quickly and start caring about and stopping the damage we continue to cause, the number of Christmas's ahead of us, may well, be limited.



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